"Happy new year" everybody around shout.
"Happy New Year Cristina"
"Happy New Year Vincenzo" i am kissing my old friend.....
"Where do you have Gianni?"
"Ah dont ask me, sometimes i think he live only for his beer, especially when we are in party"
"Hahahahahahahhahaha, he wasnt like that everytime, what changed him?"

"Probably my new hairstyle" i hear myself reply to him.

"Noooooo, you look great with dyed hair, sweetie."

"Thanks."

I go away, on balcony, room is full of people, i need fresh air. Night is cold and sky is full of stars. I am breathing slowly…….. Stupid party, how boring its inside and people talk about nothing. I would need something what would give me proof i am still alive. Adventure……..I look through window on my bf who dance with two girls.... Damn, overthere is quite good looking boy, i have never seen him before. I feel excited imagining he is touching me…. Game can start, i have victim.
„Hi“ i am starting silly conversation. He dont reply me, he only smile, take me around my waist, and we start dance, very close. „Do you like this party?“ i ask him. He dont hear me probably, because he say nothing. Music is really very loud. I see on his neck chain with his name – Rodrigo. „I am Cristina“. He lift me and he goes with me on his arms to second floor. „To where we go?“ i feel as i was only toy when he put me on bed. „Stop, what are you doing???“ is he deaf or only so cheeky? „Dont take off my underwear, ok, ok?“ am i so weak? I cant resist, he is so strong and so beautiful, i feel only how he entrace inside me, how wildly he moves, its sooo goood „MY GOD, more…….“ …………………..
Done. My lover is away and i still dont believe what it was – dream, hurican or only animal called Rodrigo? All with what i am sure is IT WAS FINE! And now i should go back to party ;)

CRISTINA MACARONETA